Hi all.

Assalamualaikum, jumpa lagi dengan aku kan hahah. Now it's 17:17 bersamaan dengan 5:17 petang (saja je nak dramatic sikit) and because the date looks special, I also feel like doing something special. Sekejap je dah sebulan dah aku kat Malaysia ni sebab ticket balik haritu 17 June tapi I did nothing much. Betul la orang cakap masa berjalan sangat laju selaju duit aku keluar hahah.

Dah lepas sebulan ni rasa macam rindu sangat nak balik Oregon, rindu nak jalan malam malam naik kereta dengan Beeha dgn Amalin, rindu buang duit main bowling, rindu nak pergi Ulta (Ulta tau bukan Ulfa) cari makeup baru lipsticks and so on and rindu nak bawak kereta sendiri.

Tadi aku try la sekejap bawak kereta tapi aku rasa mcm I'm not meant to drive a manual car hahah susahnyaaaa. Whatever it is, Happy monthiversary to me and I hope I'll be happy for another month in Malaysia. 🙆

Hi people! welcome back to my page haha.. aku rasa aku ada potential la nak buat youtube video tapi tu nanti la.

So HI!
It's July 8th at 10 plus pm and harini aku nak cerita pasal one of the events yang aku pergi masa last last dekat Oregon sebab tiba tiba je teringat pasal tu. Actually I am having my summer break in Malaysia right now and I got nothing to dho sho I dho this post fhor fhun haha. Tak tau la kenapa tapi asyik rasa bosannnn je kat Malaysia ni haish. Okay let's go back to the event. Event tu Malaysian night sebenarnya and aku memang tak pernah pergi so macam jakun la sikit. Tak banyak pun sikit je. Banyak sebenarnya krisis before pergi event tu ntahla tapi at last pergi la jugak. Nak drive guna kereta sendiri tapi takutla kereta saya tu tak sampai ke Corvallis sebab lepas rosak dekat Portland tu tak pernah la kteorang bawak kereta out of Eugene. Mula mula rasa macam boleh je tapi still ada ragu ragu yang memang tak boleh nak buang.

Dua hari before event tu aku sibuk la cari kereta nak rent la apa semua tapi macam semua susah, underage la mahal la apa la semua laa so last last aku rasa baik bawak je kereta aku tu pastu tawakal la tengah jalan. Tak tau la kenapa tapi aku rasa macam yakin la kalau Amalin okay. Aku cakap dengan Amalin nak bawak je and time tu jugak Amalin kata dia rasa boleh je, I mean sampai jela kalau nak pergi setakat Corvallis tu. Selepas discuss discuss tu at last agree la nak bawak je yeyy boleh jugak pergi Malaysian Night yang aku tak pernah pergi seumur hidup aku haha. Tapi aku sebenarnya hmm ada tujuan lain jugak la haha tapi takpelah biar aku je yang tau.

Aku sampai awal tau tapiii ticket boy kteorang sampai lewat so memang tunggu lama la kat entrance ballroom tu. Aku dengan tidak segajanya tiba tiba macam berdebar ada satu masa tu tau kalau ayat novel kan dia cakap "adrenaline ku berkerak seperti air terjun laju yang enggan berhenti" haha dulu aku baca je novel melayu ni. Eh bergerak la bukan berkerak 😂. Nak tau sebab apa haaa sebab.. tak ada apa apa tak boleh bagitau jugak haha.

Btw, we missed the very first performance sob, orang cakap Aina nyanyi ciss rugi sangat dah la suara dia sedap. Tu pun kan ada la seorang jejaka berbaju melayu ni yang tolong bagi kami bertiga ni masuk kalau tak hmm memang aku tunggu ticket aku sampai berjanggut. Performance yang second tarian Sarawak kot ntah la lama sangat dah, tak berapa nak ingat dah. Yang aku ingat ada dance lagu kurik kundi. Anis neyna aina sapa ntah lagi ha yang tu the best la. Haritu dyorang serve nasi lemak tau warna hijau and aku dah agak dah rasa dia memang akan macam tu.

Dekat atas is me in my weird pose and baju forever 21 aku. Aku pakai dengan sogket aku yang dah bertahun lamanya tapi still it looks nice. Pastu ada lagi some photos from that night. Yang last tu gambar MADPP dengan ISMAT rasanya so siapa nak tengok budak Oregon ha meh tengok. Tapi gambar tu tak semua pun yang ada sebab rama jugak yang dah takda and yang tak ikut.






So lepas event, kteorang pergi rumah Anis and balik lewat la jugak haha berborak punya pasal. Kteorang balik dengan selamat sebab kereta okay je haritu. The End. Thank you for reading stay tuned for my next post bbye! Good night.

Happy Eid Mubarak everyone. Akhirnya raya juga aku kat Malaysia. macam biasa, pagi raya mestilah buat benda benda biasa untuk pagi raya haha tapi pagi raya aku lain sikit. Aku siap lambat so.. after orang balik solat raya pun aku tak siap lagi haha. Ada orang kata kalau nak iron baju tu jangan iron masa peak time sebab nanti semua orang minta tolong ironkan baju so I decided to be the last person. Tu pun masih orang suruh tolong. Raya kan takpelah. Actually the picture above is not my first raya's outfit but that is all nice picture I have for raya sebab photographer tak bagus and sebabbb I am ugly on my first raya haha.

In the morning I went to my step grandma's house (thats the first house) and followed my my nenek sedara punya rumah. I spent quite a long time there. Lepastu semua orang macam tanya bila balik berapa lama jalan mana at almost every house I went haha. Biasa la kan. Selepas tu aku pun balik rumah sebab ada orang nak datang, aku tolong tolong la kat rumah tu.

Tanya la tak balik kampung ke..sebenarnya routine kteorang adik beradik memang balik kampung Melaka petang on every first raya so macam biasa laa. Petang tu baru balik Melaka. Kalau kat kampung hari raya tu aku suk cakap dgn uncle Zai sebab lawak hahaha. Pastu dengan kak Mira dengan Molina. Oh kak Mira dengan Molina tu ada butik aku suka datang tengok tudung dyorang. Kakak dua orang tu kira kakak sedara la pastu dyorang putih sangat sangat ya Allah jealous aku tengok haha. Kteorang macam ada mix pakistan la sikit tapi aku mcm tak dapat apa apa dari gene tu ha ahahaha. Dyorg tu nampak la muka... dah la lawa 😍. Tapi dua dua dah kahwin aku pun tak ingat bila haha. Malam tu balik rumah balik sebab abang macam tak minat duduk lama lama sangat kat kampung tu saya pun ikut jela.

That's the end of my first raya 😋

Selamat hari raya semua orang. Lama rasanya tak update haha memang lama. Bukan taknak update, rasa tu ada cuma malas tu overcome the desire tapi I did it at last yeyy. Kalau nak cerit ahari raya ni hari raya aku memang tak ada apa apa. Tak ada la se seronok orang orang lain tapi boleh la daripada tak raya, atau raya dekat US tu macam last year . Thing I like the most is I had chance to visit my moms grave. It has been such a long time since I went there and sebak. Everytime I think of my mom, it reminds me that not every good person will be treated good.

It's final week right now and everyone is busy studying and like usual, I woke up late hahah. Woke up at 11 and it's a wow cs I have never sleep that long doe I sumpah. I think I overslept hmmm takpelah. It's just not fair I think as I am now feel like having an early Spring break hahaha poor my other friends. Btw, it's not that I am not studying, I just don't have any finals anymore; I have done them all *pls pat my back haha and now I'm so bored, got nothing to do except for cooking and looking for new korean drama to watch.

 It has been  a few days since I arrived Eugene from Chicago. I was a big city with SUPERLY GREAT architectures but orang orang dia are so unexpected. Saja je nak guna melayu biar mat salleh tak faham hahaha. To be honest, orang orang dekat Eugene lebih lebih lebih baik dan lebih lebih pembersih dari Chicago. Maybe sebab Chicago is a big city kan so thats why it has many kinds of people. Yang palingggggg tak suka bila orang orang kulit gelap ( you know what I mean) pandang me and my friends macam musuh je. Tak friendly langsung. Orang kulit putih were much much better sebab at least dyorang tegur la jugak ktorang, tanya dari mana and we can ask anyhing we wanna know about that city(at least okay) with them. Kalau orang kulit hitam tu hmmm nak dekat pun takut sangat. Serious takut. Maybe because they seemed aggresive and most of the time kteorang nampak dyorang marah kot... kotttttttt hahahaha idk.

Okay let's begin my story... at first, I hesitated to join my other friends to Chicago but I didn't know where I got the decision to join them hahah, but to think about it again, it was worth it tho. Since I just had to pay $190 for the flight tickets (total), and another 50 bucks for our accommodation. The flights went well except or the fact that we needed to wait for our transit hehe. On the day we arrived we actually had a big dilemma whether to rent a car or just take public transportations, because every day, to go to the main city, will bring us trouble as out hotel was actually far from the main city. It was seriouslyyy far. It was situated at Indiana ( the next state ) and it took us about almost 1 hour and half if I'm not mistaken, from the airport ( which also takes almost 30 to 40 minutes to the main city ). It was tough okay... but we made it at last. Luckily, the taxi driver drove us away from the hotel we reserved to the new hotel which also took us another 1 hour and half to go there. It was situated at Waukegan (near Minnesota I believe because I saw many Minnesota signboards on the way there). I didnt know whether this was true or not tapi I think the driver macam saja nak bawak jauh jauh so that kteorg bayar cab fee banyak hahahhah. Macam la tapi takpelah because he helped us to get new hotel.

So that was our first day at Chicagooo. Stay tuned for the next few days stories okayy.