Hi!

I am so excited for this sem to finish!!!!!!
Hehe penat la bosan asyik belajar benda yang sama je I rasa there were times yang rasa sangat la susah nak buat assignment ada yang senang sangat, tak balance kan? Tapi apa apa pun esok adalah my first and last exam lepastu ada final critique on Monday. Final critique selalunya tak ada apa pun critique macam biasa je and the good news about it issssss, I have already finished with the project! hehe. Ada la sikit kena touch up color dia but I can do it on the weekend rasanya since that is the only thing I need to do for school.

Tapi tapi tapiii, I kena kemas barang, kena kemas rumah sebab I kena move out on May 9. Actually let's say May 8 sebab that's my inspection date. So by 8 o clock May 8, I kena siap kemas sebab appoinment I pukul 8. Soo it's a lot. A lot... mana nak pack barang mana nak mop lantai nak cuci toilet cuci dapur OMG so many things already. Tapi I think I can start this weekend la I rasa sebab tak ada kerja sangat selain final 3D yang I dah siap tu.

Sebenarnya I tengah cari jalan untuk relax sikit sebab I have been studying since after lunch kan, macam nk muntah je ingat Monet la Manet la Kandinsky la Duchamp la Picasso la semua laaaa eeeeee penat. I DM nini through Twitter pastu dia hilang ntah mana ntah so I assume dia ada class je la kot. I selalu je lupa class dia bila hahaha last sem I macam ingat la.. macam.. tapi this sem macam tak tau langsung. So takpelah, I pun decide nak tulis blog.

Oh yes btw I promised to show you guys my birthday presents kan but I forgot. Hehe later when I kemas kemas tu I'll show you guys la. I love all the presents. Alllll! Thank you everyone. Most of them are actually unexpected la so Thank you sangat sangat at least I tak sedih sangat la tak dapat blow candle this year.

Okay so tu je la, I kena mandi dah petang and kena sambung study balik. I have an exam at 1 tomorrow and it's art history guys. Sama la macam sejarah tapi sejarah art sahaja but I need to write 3 essays kot esok. Yes 3..2 compare and contrast and 1 essay biasa so doakan la I dapat A. Harini I dah dapat grade untuk LCD and it's an A-... boleh laa. I target I dpt full mark la kot final art history ni sebab I lost few marks on other things already. Wish me luck okay!

I actually got the title from one of my birthday wishes and I think it sounds so sweet and cool. Haha adalah orangnya I can't tell you guys.

Hi

Today I am a bit emotional and that makes me wanna write since I don't have anyone to talk to pun. I don't know why I choose this weird topic to be written but I have been keepin this for quite a while and the best way to let it go is through this medium. I know some people will be so judgemental but I don't care anymore because I am going to say what I wanna say.

Usually a few times in a month I will have this uneasy or maybe a feeling that makes me feel so lonely where I could not do anything. Anything at all. I can't even watch a drama (my all time favorite thing to do) , I can't even look or think of my assignment (which I will usually really excited to start), or even have appetite to eat. Well... I don't know what is wrong but during those days, you (anyone I close to) will get my call so suddenly or maybe got my text saying that I want to talk to you. But what's worse is most of the time when that happens, no one could be with me. Everyone usually has their own thing to do on that day and so I will be left alone la.

Today, I feel that same thing and I could not call anyone sebab semua orang ada life sendiri bukan macam I yang takda life ni. I called Amalin a for a while but she cuts it off because she needs to settle up her laundry thing and I could not talk to Aisyah since we have already talked in the morning. I was fine then because she called when I was doing my 3D assignment but that was in the morning. Ntahla I don't even understand myself I don't know why. Also I am so close with Biha and I have called her too for 10 mins kot bcs I need to solat zohor before asar masuk waktu. Shamira pula tengah break easter and she is in London instead of Sheffield so I cannot disturb her as much la. I called Aida, Zarifah but no answer. Then I tried to have a conversation with my all time savior la but he also could not talk to me. I'm sad sumpah but I need to get away with this feeling so I said I am fine. That is how I usually settle things up. I will say I'm doing good although I am not. Mesti korang cakap "typical perempuan la dia ni" but you don't understand. I actually do that to lure myself so that I will follow what I say; for this case, so that I will be fine. Also, I do that to understand people. Selalunya la I cakap je okay tapi tak pun but eventually, at the end of the day I actually understand the people la because I will try to find the rationale. I am pretty much so understanding la I could say but you guys kena la juga try faham why I always need korang semua. These are the reasons why I actually need you people in my life:

1) I need to talk to people because I need people to understand me
2) Because I have a lot to say about everything
3) Because I cannot keep everything I want to say in ma heart and mind since I will have new things to say every minute and it will make myself overwhelmed if I keep them by myself.
4) I don't have a mat salleh bestfriend because I only have hi hi bye bye punya kawan which are mostly my classmates. Also most of them are international students sebab international lagi kaya dari mat salleh. Pastu takkan tiba tiba aku nak borak pasal thinker studios punya video pulak kat dyorang kan ewww no...
5) I need to speak malay guys understand me plz. I even listen to less english songs here in the us but in Malaysia they are my favorite. I can't even listen to malay songs in Malaysia... it's weird but I feel irritated la. Dekat sini I dengar melayu sangat sangat..

So itulah.. You know now kan.. Sometimes it could be because I miss you guys. I always miss ni a lot these days I know I am weird but what can I do. Also I miss Shamira everytime I have a conversation with the guy from UK too bcs she is there. Kadang kadang I miss Iman Aida Aina Nisa semua la tapi semua busy.

Tu jela untuk post harini. Thank you for reading my honest thoughts. I hope I can understand people better and I hopee.. people can understand me too. Be in my shoes and you will know how it feels like to be me.

Hello people!

Hi everyone!
Because I miss my inner voice so much, I decided to write a new post. I had been through a lot lately but Alhamdullillah everything goes well. I've never imagined my prof would be so strict tbh but doesn't matter how tough he is, I am still excitedly interested with everything I have and will learn in the next semester.

Let's finish with my personal life already and do this post. It's called "The Unwanted" because I suddenly have this idea to put together the unwanted pictures that I took to actually appreciate my effort *roll eyes* for being a photographer couple days ago. It's not that they didn't want these pictures, they just got the nicer ones to be posted on their socmed. Here you go, my first picture!



Location: 
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NYC
In frame: 
Aina Nadhirah, 20, from Boston, majoring in Finance, transfering to Indiana University in a few days!
Auji, 20, From California, majoring in Biomedical Engineering, transferred to University of California San Diego last semester.



Second unwanted picture:


Location: 
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NY
In frame: 
Aina Nadhirah the panda!



Third:


Location:
Brooklyn Bridge, Brooklyn, NY
In Frame:
Still Aina the Panda!



Forth:


Location:
44 West 4th Street, New York University Stern School of Business, New York, NY 10012
In Frame:
Still Aina in different location 😃



Fifth:


Location:
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NY
In Frame:
Farah Amy, 20, majoring in Finance, transferring to Indiana University soon with Aina.


Sixth:


Location:
W 49th St, Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree, NY, 10111
In Frame:
Location:
Metropolitan Museum of Art, 1000 5th Ave, NY 10028
In Frame:

Henlooo.................................
This is the second post of the challenge and its about a place... I would like to visit. Weirdly, I lived in Oregon for a year and half but Ive never been to Crater Lake hahahahahaha weird kan I feel bad for doing that because I shouldve find some time to go there before I moved sob sob. Sedih tau aku je tau sedih tu macam mana. Tengok gambar Fiqa Jamal gambar orang lain yang dah pernah pergi tu eeeee geramnya eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tapi dah jauh kan hmm Im so shad nasib baik la ada kawan lagi kat Oregon and now I promise to myself that Im gonna go there before graduate!

Its a promise kay guys yall are my witnesses.
Other than Crater Lake kan, I really wanna go to Paris for no reason haha. Of course la everyone will wanna go there at least once in a lifetime kan kan I know pls dont lie kay ppl.

Thats all for this post. Have a good night everyone! Do meet your dream guy / girl in your sleep 😜

Its 11.30 and my eyes are weak,
My mouth can't speak,
Now is today's peak,
Lets just go to sleep!

Hi, so today I decided to take beehaazman's challenge because it looks fun and I do have the desire to post something but I dont know what to blog about. I do have a lot of works and assignment (like usual haha) but ill make time for this inshaa Allah. Okay so now lets jump to the first post, which is... My Current Relationship.

Biha ni saja je nak tanya tanya relationship saya haha( perasan en padahal biha tanya semua orang ). Okay okay so I dont know how to classify my relationship with this person because its a bit complicated. Friend-but-always-there-for-one-another type of relationship kot nama dia? I dont know. I know this one person before coming back to Malaysia for a short vacation during Summer and hmmmm........... I like how he hangs out with me everyday. My hang out is not the hang out which we meet and do stuff together tu, but we hang out through phone la I mean. Jauh la nak hang out everyday deyy...

He is single and so goes to me but I like it that way to be honest. Tapi this person is attractive in his own way, idk. He's not the gatal type *pig nose* hehe and he is heheh *whispering: "not a very sweet romantic type too." And thats actually fine (not really, but yeah fine) for me bcs Im so mengada ngada he could stop that... What can I do... Im the only gurl in my siblings ppl, pls understand. The thing I like the most about this person is he makes effort to be my friend. For me la I feel appreciated and I will appreciate that person more if he / she is making any effort for the sake of this tiny Ulfa :) . And I don't  know whether this is good but I will tend to do more for people if they are close mcm isi dengan kuku to me, u know what I mean right? haha kalau tak faham pun buat buat la faham. So if I ever do more for you, it tells that you are close to be my special person la to conclude.

So maybeeeee....I can say that I am single tapi I can't take any new boy-girl-relationship for now bcs I have been so busy and the presence of that one guy is actually just enough. Tapi kalau setakat kawan hi hi bye bye, lawak lawak tak jadi punya kawan, kawan main bowling ke, shopping ke jalan jalan NY ke, kawan lepak ke okay la tapi Im afraid that I couldnt make time for yall cs Im seriously so busy, sorry all.

So thats my story, thats my current relationship, and thank youu biha for suggesting this. I will be doing the other posts later inshaa Allah, thank you reading!

Anak dragon bagun pagi,
Nanti datang la baca lagi.

Hi everyone,

Its me, annoying ulfa...
Bulu mata selalu jatuh la rasanya someone is missing me. Maybe not one, maybe two three or four people, I think haha ... I dont know.
Biha la paling rindu ni sebab Biha paling jauh. Amalin maybe tak rindu pun sebab Amalin hari hari call. Oh lupa, Mr. P lagi jauh, he might be missing me too hmm en en. Just so yall know, I miss everyone too.

By the way, today lets talk about my first week of classes yeyyy. I have 13 credits this semester (sikit enn hmmm apalah bagi sikit 😪 ingat aku lemah sangat ke). For those who don't know, I'm majoring in Interior Design and anyone who wants to know more about this major can leave your comment below. Insha Allah aku jawab kalau aku tahu. Okay so I have 1 class for drawing, 1 for color, light and design, 1 for time and movement, 1 for writing, and 1 for  art history. Seems easy peasy lemon squezy en enn but the pain for some of the classes are real guys. For the three of them, I have the 6-hours-class and it was bored....T.T  I cannot la. Why do they even come out with the 6-hours-class idea eeeee tolongla. My brain my hand and my soul need rest ppl please. Imagine tau, you have a six hours class tht starts at 9 and you draw since then till 4, siapa tak bosann! Pastu they use nude models every class hmm suka tambah dosa aku, aku dah la banyak dah dosa.

Then for my color class, I got the same instructor as my drawing class and he is so garang. Haih only God knows how bored I am having the same professor for two classes. But I could say that the things we are doing in that class are actually fun tho because we use color to draw and sketch everything instead of normal lines. I nagged about everything at first but now, everything, the assignments and all, seems quite fine. Aku memang suka mengadu lebih lebih, biasa la emotional tapi it usually doesn't last long so don't worry cs Ill stop bila tiba masanya.

Art History best tapi aku dah belajar dekat Lane so aku macam dah tau semua benda yang professor aku ajar and sebab tu la tak best. Tapi prof tu baik sangat and bagus sangat, dia hyper gila and dia sangat suka subject tu, dia buat aku nak major art history je. Other classes are just like normal classes except or the fact they have belas belas people in a class. Sikit kan?? nak leka sikit pun tak boleh. Aku harap la semester ni habis cepat and semuanya dipermudahkan. Doakan aku dapat President's List jugak every sem macam dekat Lane sebab aku nak simpan benda tu as an achivement so that it motivates me for the upcoming sem.

Lastly, thank you for reading and do leave your questions if you have any. Terima kasih daun keladi, nanti kalau ada masa singgah la lagi 😋

Lots of love from New York,
Assalamualaikum.

Hi all.

Assalamualaikum, jumpa lagi dengan aku kan hahah. Now it's 17:17 bersamaan dengan 5:17 petang (saja je nak dramatic sikit) and because the date looks special, I also feel like doing something special. Sekejap je dah sebulan dah aku kat Malaysia ni sebab ticket balik haritu 17 June tapi I did nothing much. Betul la orang cakap masa berjalan sangat laju selaju duit aku keluar hahah.

Dah lepas sebulan ni rasa macam rindu sangat nak balik Oregon, rindu nak jalan malam malam naik kereta dengan Beeha dgn Amalin, rindu buang duit main bowling, rindu nak pergi Ulta (Ulta tau bukan Ulfa) cari makeup baru lipsticks and so on and rindu nak bawak kereta sendiri.

Tadi aku try la sekejap bawak kereta tapi aku rasa mcm I'm not meant to drive a manual car hahah susahnyaaaa. Whatever it is, Happy monthiversary to me and I hope I'll be happy for another month in Malaysia. 🙆