Hi everyone!
Because I miss my inner voice so much, I decided to write a new post. I had been through a lot lately but Alhamdullillah everything goes well. I've never imagined my prof would be so strict tbh but doesn't matter how tough he is, I am still excitedly interested with everything I have and will learn in the next semester.

Let's finish with my personal life already and do this post. It's called "The Unwanted" because I suddenly have this idea to put together the unwanted pictures that I took to actually appreciate my effort *roll eyes* for being a photographer couple days ago. It's not that they didn't want these pictures, they just got the nicer ones to be posted on their socmed. Here you go, my first picture!



Location: 
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NYC
In frame: 
Aina Nadhirah, 20, from Boston, majoring in Finance, transfering to Indiana University in a few days!
Auji, 20, From California, majoring in Biomedical Engineering, transferred to University of California San Diego last semester.



Second unwanted picture:


Location: 
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NY
In frame: 
Aina Nadhirah the panda!



Third:


Location:
Brooklyn Bridge, Brooklyn, NY
In Frame:
Still Aina the Panda!



Forth:


Location:
44 West 4th Street, New York University Stern School of Business, New York, NY 10012
In Frame:
Still Aina in different location 😃



Fifth:


Location:
W 47th St & 7th Ave, Times Square, NY
In Frame:
Farah Amy, 20, majoring in Finance, transferring to Indiana University soon with Aina.


Sixth:


Location:
W 49th St, Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree, NY, 10111
In Frame:
Location:
Metropolitan Museum of Art, 1000 5th Ave, NY 10028
In Frame:

Henlooo.................................
This is the second post of the challenge and its about a place... I would like to visit. Weirdly, I lived in Oregon for a year and half but Ive never been to Crater Lake hahahahahaha weird kan I feel bad for doing that because I shouldve find some time to go there before I moved sob sob. Sedih tau aku je tau sedih tu macam mana. Tengok gambar Fiqa Jamal gambar orang lain yang dah pernah pergi tu eeeee geramnya eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tapi dah jauh kan hmm Im so shad nasib baik la ada kawan lagi kat Oregon and now I promise to myself that Im gonna go there before graduate!

Its a promise kay guys yall are my witnesses.
Other than Crater Lake kan, I really wanna go to Paris for no reason haha. Of course la everyone will wanna go there at least once in a lifetime kan kan I know pls dont lie kay ppl.

Thats all for this post. Have a good night everyone! Do meet your dream guy / girl in your sleep 😜

Its 11.30 and my eyes are weak,
My mouth can't speak,
Now is today's peak,
Lets just go to sleep!

Hi, so today I decided to take beehaazman's challenge because it looks fun and I do have the desire to post something but I dont know what to blog about. I do have a lot of works and assignment (like usual haha) but ill make time for this inshaa Allah. Okay so now lets jump to the first post, which is... My Current Relationship.

Biha ni saja je nak tanya tanya relationship saya haha( perasan en padahal biha tanya semua orang ). Okay okay so I dont know how to classify my relationship with this person because its a bit complicated. Friend-but-always-there-for-one-another type of relationship kot nama dia? I dont know. I know this one person before coming back to Malaysia for a short vacation during Summer and hmmmm........... I like how he hangs out with me everyday. My hang out is not the hang out which we meet and do stuff together tu, but we hang out through phone la I mean. Jauh la nak hang out everyday deyy...

He is single and so goes to me but I like it that way to be honest. Tapi this person is attractive in his own way, idk. He's not the gatal type *pig nose* hehe and he is heheh *whispering: "not a very sweet romantic type too." And thats actually fine (not really, but yeah fine) for me bcs Im so mengada ngada he could stop that... What can I do... Im the only gurl in my siblings ppl, pls understand. The thing I like the most about this person is he makes effort to be my friend. For me la I feel appreciated and I will appreciate that person more if he / she is making any effort for the sake of this tiny Ulfa :) . And I don't  know whether this is good but I will tend to do more for people if they are close mcm isi dengan kuku to me, u know what I mean right? haha kalau tak faham pun buat buat la faham. So if I ever do more for you, it tells that you are close to be my special person la to conclude.

So maybeeeee....I can say that I am single tapi I can't take any new boy-girl-relationship for now bcs I have been so busy and the presence of that one guy is actually just enough. Tapi kalau setakat kawan hi hi bye bye, lawak lawak tak jadi punya kawan, kawan main bowling ke, shopping ke jalan jalan NY ke, kawan lepak ke okay la tapi Im afraid that I couldnt make time for yall cs Im seriously so busy, sorry all.

So thats my story, thats my current relationship, and thank youu biha for suggesting this. I will be doing the other posts later inshaa Allah, thank you reading!

Anak dragon bagun pagi,
Nanti datang la baca lagi.

Hi everyone,

Its me, annoying ulfa...
Bulu mata selalu jatuh la rasanya someone is missing me. Maybe not one, maybe two three or four people, I think haha ... I dont know.
Biha la paling rindu ni sebab Biha paling jauh. Amalin maybe tak rindu pun sebab Amalin hari hari call. Oh lupa, Mr. P lagi jauh, he might be missing me too hmm en en. Just so yall know, I miss everyone too.

By the way, today lets talk about my first week of classes yeyyy. I have 13 credits this semester (sikit enn hmmm apalah bagi sikit 😪 ingat aku lemah sangat ke). For those who don't know, I'm majoring in Interior Design and anyone who wants to know more about this major can leave your comment below. Insha Allah aku jawab kalau aku tahu. Okay so I have 1 class for drawing, 1 for color, light and design, 1 for time and movement, 1 for writing, and 1 for  art history. Seems easy peasy lemon squezy en enn but the pain for some of the classes are real guys. For the three of them, I have the 6-hours-class and it was bored....T.T  I cannot la. Why do they even come out with the 6-hours-class idea eeeee tolongla. My brain my hand and my soul need rest ppl please. Imagine tau, you have a six hours class tht starts at 9 and you draw since then till 4, siapa tak bosann! Pastu they use nude models every class hmm suka tambah dosa aku, aku dah la banyak dah dosa.

Then for my color class, I got the same instructor as my drawing class and he is so garang. Haih only God knows how bored I am having the same professor for two classes. But I could say that the things we are doing in that class are actually fun tho because we use color to draw and sketch everything instead of normal lines. I nagged about everything at first but now, everything, the assignments and all, seems quite fine. Aku memang suka mengadu lebih lebih, biasa la emotional tapi it usually doesn't last long so don't worry cs Ill stop bila tiba masanya.

Art History best tapi aku dah belajar dekat Lane so aku macam dah tau semua benda yang professor aku ajar and sebab tu la tak best. Tapi prof tu baik sangat and bagus sangat, dia hyper gila and dia sangat suka subject tu, dia buat aku nak major art history je. Other classes are just like normal classes except or the fact they have belas belas people in a class. Sikit kan?? nak leka sikit pun tak boleh. Aku harap la semester ni habis cepat and semuanya dipermudahkan. Doakan aku dapat President's List jugak every sem macam dekat Lane sebab aku nak simpan benda tu as an achivement so that it motivates me for the upcoming sem.

Lastly, thank you for reading and do leave your questions if you have any. Terima kasih daun keladi, nanti kalau ada masa singgah la lagi 😋

Lots of love from New York,
Assalamualaikum.

Hi all.

Assalamualaikum, jumpa lagi dengan aku kan hahah. Now it's 17:17 bersamaan dengan 5:17 petang (saja je nak dramatic sikit) and because the date looks special, I also feel like doing something special. Sekejap je dah sebulan dah aku kat Malaysia ni sebab ticket balik haritu 17 June tapi I did nothing much. Betul la orang cakap masa berjalan sangat laju selaju duit aku keluar hahah.

Dah lepas sebulan ni rasa macam rindu sangat nak balik Oregon, rindu nak jalan malam malam naik kereta dengan Beeha dgn Amalin, rindu buang duit main bowling, rindu nak pergi Ulta (Ulta tau bukan Ulfa) cari makeup baru lipsticks and so on and rindu nak bawak kereta sendiri.

Tadi aku try la sekejap bawak kereta tapi aku rasa mcm I'm not meant to drive a manual car hahah susahnyaaaa. Whatever it is, Happy monthiversary to me and I hope I'll be happy for another month in Malaysia. 🙆

Hi people! welcome back to my page haha.. aku rasa aku ada potential la nak buat youtube video tapi tu nanti la.

So HI!
It's July 8th at 10 plus pm and harini aku nak cerita pasal one of the events yang aku pergi masa last last dekat Oregon sebab tiba tiba je teringat pasal tu. Actually I am having my summer break in Malaysia right now and I got nothing to dho sho I dho this post fhor fhun haha. Tak tau la kenapa tapi asyik rasa bosannnn je kat Malaysia ni haish. Okay let's go back to the event. Event tu Malaysian night sebenarnya and aku memang tak pernah pergi so macam jakun la sikit. Tak banyak pun sikit je. Banyak sebenarnya krisis before pergi event tu ntahla tapi at last pergi la jugak. Nak drive guna kereta sendiri tapi takutla kereta saya tu tak sampai ke Corvallis sebab lepas rosak dekat Portland tu tak pernah la kteorang bawak kereta out of Eugene. Mula mula rasa macam boleh je tapi still ada ragu ragu yang memang tak boleh nak buang.

Dua hari before event tu aku sibuk la cari kereta nak rent la apa semua tapi macam semua susah, underage la mahal la apa la semua laa so last last aku rasa baik bawak je kereta aku tu pastu tawakal la tengah jalan. Tak tau la kenapa tapi aku rasa macam yakin la kalau Amalin okay. Aku cakap dengan Amalin nak bawak je and time tu jugak Amalin kata dia rasa boleh je, I mean sampai jela kalau nak pergi setakat Corvallis tu. Selepas discuss discuss tu at last agree la nak bawak je yeyy boleh jugak pergi Malaysian Night yang aku tak pernah pergi seumur hidup aku haha. Tapi aku sebenarnya hmm ada tujuan lain jugak la haha tapi takpelah biar aku je yang tau.

Aku sampai awal tau tapiii ticket boy kteorang sampai lewat so memang tunggu lama la kat entrance ballroom tu. Aku dengan tidak segajanya tiba tiba macam berdebar ada satu masa tu tau kalau ayat novel kan dia cakap "adrenaline ku berkerak seperti air terjun laju yang enggan berhenti" haha dulu aku baca je novel melayu ni. Eh bergerak la bukan berkerak 😂. Nak tau sebab apa haaa sebab.. tak ada apa apa tak boleh bagitau jugak haha.

Btw, we missed the very first performance sob, orang cakap Aina nyanyi ciss rugi sangat dah la suara dia sedap. Tu pun kan ada la seorang jejaka berbaju melayu ni yang tolong bagi kami bertiga ni masuk kalau tak hmm memang aku tunggu ticket aku sampai berjanggut. Performance yang second tarian Sarawak kot ntah la lama sangat dah, tak berapa nak ingat dah. Yang aku ingat ada dance lagu kurik kundi. Anis neyna aina sapa ntah lagi ha yang tu the best la. Haritu dyorang serve nasi lemak tau warna hijau and aku dah agak dah rasa dia memang akan macam tu.

Dekat atas is me in my weird pose and baju forever 21 aku. Aku pakai dengan sogket aku yang dah bertahun lamanya tapi still it looks nice. Pastu ada lagi some photos from that night. Yang last tu gambar MADPP dengan ISMAT rasanya so siapa nak tengok budak Oregon ha meh tengok. Tapi gambar tu tak semua pun yang ada sebab rama jugak yang dah takda and yang tak ikut.






So lepas event, kteorang pergi rumah Anis and balik lewat la jugak haha berborak punya pasal. Kteorang balik dengan selamat sebab kereta okay je haritu. The End. Thank you for reading stay tuned for my next post bbye! Good night.

Happy Eid Mubarak everyone. Akhirnya raya juga aku kat Malaysia. macam biasa, pagi raya mestilah buat benda benda biasa untuk pagi raya haha tapi pagi raya aku lain sikit. Aku siap lambat so.. after orang balik solat raya pun aku tak siap lagi haha. Ada orang kata kalau nak iron baju tu jangan iron masa peak time sebab nanti semua orang minta tolong ironkan baju so I decided to be the last person. Tu pun masih orang suruh tolong. Raya kan takpelah. Actually the picture above is not my first raya's outfit but that is all nice picture I have for raya sebab photographer tak bagus and sebabbb I am ugly on my first raya haha.

In the morning I went to my step grandma's house (thats the first house) and followed my my nenek sedara punya rumah. I spent quite a long time there. Lepastu semua orang macam tanya bila balik berapa lama jalan mana at almost every house I went haha. Biasa la kan. Selepas tu aku pun balik rumah sebab ada orang nak datang, aku tolong tolong la kat rumah tu.

Tanya la tak balik kampung ke..sebenarnya routine kteorang adik beradik memang balik kampung Melaka petang on every first raya so macam biasa laa. Petang tu baru balik Melaka. Kalau kat kampung hari raya tu aku suk cakap dgn uncle Zai sebab lawak hahaha. Pastu dengan kak Mira dengan Molina. Oh kak Mira dengan Molina tu ada butik aku suka datang tengok tudung dyorang. Kakak dua orang tu kira kakak sedara la pastu dyorang putih sangat sangat ya Allah jealous aku tengok haha. Kteorang macam ada mix pakistan la sikit tapi aku mcm tak dapat apa apa dari gene tu ha ahahaha. Dyorg tu nampak la muka... dah la lawa 😍. Tapi dua dua dah kahwin aku pun tak ingat bila haha. Malam tu balik rumah balik sebab abang macam tak minat duduk lama lama sangat kat kampung tu saya pun ikut jela.

That's the end of my first raya 😋

Selamat hari raya semua orang. Lama rasanya tak update haha memang lama. Bukan taknak update, rasa tu ada cuma malas tu overcome the desire tapi I did it at last yeyy. Kalau nak cerit ahari raya ni hari raya aku memang tak ada apa apa. Tak ada la se seronok orang orang lain tapi boleh la daripada tak raya, atau raya dekat US tu macam last year . Thing I like the most is I had chance to visit my moms grave. It has been such a long time since I went there and sebak. Everytime I think of my mom, it reminds me that not every good person will be treated good.

It's final week right now and everyone is busy studying and like usual, I woke up late hahah. Woke up at 11 and it's a wow cs I have never sleep that long doe I sumpah. I think I overslept hmmm takpelah. It's just not fair I think as I am now feel like having an early Spring break hahaha poor my other friends. Btw, it's not that I am not studying, I just don't have any finals anymore; I have done them all *pls pat my back haha and now I'm so bored, got nothing to do except for cooking and looking for new korean drama to watch.